6 years since...


Time flies when you're busy trying to live your life as how you possibly wanted to.
It flew quickly that made you stop in your steps and reminisce the events that had long passed.
Events that gave you;
joy,
tears,
heartache,
emptiness,
realization,
guilt,
sorrow,
gratefulness,
and just life as it is.

Today marks the 6th year since my grandmother passed away.
6 years since she took her last breath on the first day of Raya.
6 years since the first Raya celebration that we didn't bring her along to my dad's hometown due to her health condition.
6 years since our daily feud of randomness.
6 years.

Thinking back,
It's inevitable, death that is.
We will go back to where we came from.
That's for sure.

Al-Fatihah

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