Late Night Confession

Dear Diary,
Right now it's 2:59 am on the 7th December 2011.
I sleeping late tonight,I don't why either.So I'm gonna share something.Random things maybe.

Right now,I'm reading fanfics of INFINITE and Dongwoo's ^_____^
Sometimes I thought to myself,aren't I imagining things a bit to much?.
He's an idol,I'm a fan.He's a somebody while I'm a nobody.
Can I really meet him in the future?
Can I be able to be near him?
Can I be able to talk to him?
Can I be able to hold him?
Can I make him my REAL boyfriend?
Can he see me?
Can he talked to me?
Can he stay with me?
Does he know I exist?
That's whats been through my mind these days..a long time actually.
But,I know that its TOO impossible to come true.
They are countless of womans that suits him more than I ever be.
But,I'm just gonna support him no matter what,even if it hurts me to the bones and veins..
I will stood by his side no matter what, even though not physically.But I'll be there mentally ^___^

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS <3 ^_____^

-Anis/Heeji <3

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