Why?~

Dear Diary,
Alot of things had been happening lately.Mostly things that I didn't want to happen,happened.I hate seeing my parents miserable.
Mostly the problems came from both of my parents family especially my father's sister.Ugh! If it weren't because she is my aunt and related to my dad I would have kill her anytime or ignore her.
She always ask my dad for money.Giving soo many excuses! Bragging about her problems!
Yes it isn't wrong to ask for help from people,but I think its going too far when you ask someone soo often! What?!
Are you not normal or something! You had childrens to take care of! and You expect my dad have to take care of all you expenses? YAH! MORON! My dad also have a family that he needs to take care of! are You that old?! My mom just a year younger than you! and she is still working her hardest! You F*ucking son is also the same! Always asking for money and doesn't want to take our advice! You think we're that rich?are we an ATM machine that gives your money?
Because of YOU! my mom had to pay all the debts!
Because of YOU my dad had to work hard 'till he's sick!
Because of you my mom is often sick!
Because of you our money is decreasing!
Because of you my parents always quarrel!
Because of you my family is falling apart!
Because of you MY LIFE IS A LIVING HELL!!!!
Ugh! I hope Allah show you the right way~

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