How Great Is Your Love , Mama

Dear Diary,

Annyeonghaseyo and Assalamualaikum .
Well ,
I'm going to write about how great is my Mama's love to me .

I was listening to some songs 
That is ,
Girls Generation 's How Great Is Your Love and Dear Mom .

Even though I'm not as fanatic SONE like I was before but I am still a SONE .
Their lyrics left a deep meaning to my heart .
Really .
I was really touched .

"When autumn passes and winter comes ,
your hand gives warmth to mine ." - How Great Is Your Love

"I will become a person with a warm heart .
I will become a person that thinks of others first .
I will fulfill the wishes of your love .
The person with whom I shared my dreams .
The one who used to comb my hair ,
I think of you mom ." - Dear Mom

I cried while listening to the songs .
All of my memories with my mom came back to me .
I cried because I haven't been the ideal daughter that my mom wanted me to be .
I lied to her .
I didn't listen to her advice .
I kept being a stubborn daughter .
I didn't help her often like I used to do in the old days .
I always make her angry .

The worse part is that ,
I even make her cry .

I failed at being your daughter Mama .
I don't know what to do now .
I wanted to be the daughter that you want me to be .
Please help me , Allah .

I LOVE YOU , MAMA .

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