Heart .

Dear Diary ,

Assalamualaikum and Annyeonghaseyo .
Today I want to post something from my heart .
Right now , 
my heart aches for some reason that I can't lay a finger on .
Don't jump to any conclusion so fast .
I'm not specifically talking about any of you .
Just a sincere heart-to-heart post .

Since I began my life as a teenager especially since I entered the high school I'm attending right now ,
a lot of new feelings and events occur which is the obstacle that I need to overcome to a more mature adult .
But trying to overcome it wasn't an easy task .
It involves mostly emotionally and mentally .

For me , emotionally .
I didn't mind experience it at first .
But now , it really aches .
I've been there before .
I moved on not knowing that it will happen again .

This time it strikes me .
Unexpected .
That's what I thought .
I didn't expect it from someone I adore and love .
Why ?
Why ?
Why ?

I really want to know why .
But a part of me tells me otherwise .
Maybe some truth does go better unknown .
Maybe it's for the best .

But ,
Can't we just move on with it ?
Just continue with our lives ?
Just like normal .
The normal that we used to had 3 years ago .

We tried .
People makes mistakes and so do you .
But , we didn't mind it at first .
and Now , 
we're speechless .
Especially me .
I don't know what to do in this kind of situation .
Should I be on this side or the other ?
It's better if I'm neutral , right ?

I'm afraid that it will turn worst and the old history replays .
We all know that it's not what what we wanted .
I don't want the bad past to replay .
No one does .
I know you do too .
So , please ...

JUST FORGIVE US .

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