New Year , 2013

Dear Diary ,

Assalamualaikum and Annyeonghaseyo .

Less than two hours human kind would experience a new year ,
YEAR 2013

Now it's 10:55 in the evening on the 31st December 2012 .
Here I am writing of what could be my last post for the year 2012 .
I'm writing as the upcoming SPM candidate .

A lot of events happened in the year 2012 .
Events that bring a smile onto my face .
Events that made me laugh my head off .
Events that made my eyes shed tears .
Events that made my heart hurts .
Events that made my heart burn out of anger .
Events that catch my heart out of aww-ness .
Events that made regret .
Events that made me embarrassed .

But ,
those events made me into a stronger person .
It maybe not a lot but at least I'm improving myself to become a better person than before .
Events that made me want to correct my mistakes .
Events that made my life a lot interesting .

There might be times that I want to runaway , to kill my self ,
just to getaway from the problem .
But then I thought to myself ,
"If I kept running away , the problem won't vanished . Instead it will kept haunt me until I loose it "
Since then ,
I tried to face my fears and get over it .

My families , friends , social-friends , my idols played an important role in the year 2012 .

My family ,
there might be a lot of problems given to us ,
but I tried to lift some of the burden so that both my parents won't have to to be so burdened with the problems .
Even if it just a little .
It's better than nothing .
I want to succeed , so I can help my parents .
So that I can watch them relaxed instead of being stress everyday after they got back from work .
So that I won't hear them arguing over something stupid .
So that I won't hear them whining about their aching backs from the tons of work .

My friends ,
sometimes they're supportive .
Sometimes they're not .
I don't really mind now .
They can't be there for me all the time ,
and I can't be there for them all the time .
I'll try my best to be a good friend .
Just don't expect me to choose you guys over my family .
Not ever .
Unless it's necessary , 
which is not going to happen anytime soon .
Some of them came to me for comfort which I'll give my best to it .
Don't worry , if you need comfort just ask or maybe text ^_^
I'm sorry if I can't be there all the time .
This year was also a really interesting , thrilling year for me and my friends .
Hope the new year coming up would be a great year .

As for my idols ,
2012 has been a year of KPOP / Korean Wave if I may say .
A lot of K-Pop idols came to my country which I can't attend due to financial problem .
Bummer right ?
But I get to attend one event that made me met my first ever korean celebrity .
He might not be a K-Pop idol group .
He's an actor !
JUNG IL WOO !
It's the best experience in my K-Pop journey / life !
People might bashed us K-Poppers ,
but I don't care .
I'm proud to be a K-Poppers .
Because of K-Pop ,
I get to make new friends !
Friends that soon played an important role in my life !
THANKS K-POP , SARANGHAE !
SHINEE , INFINITE , EXO , SECRET , GIRLS' GENERATION , B.A.P ...
Etc .

I pray for a better year that would be coming a few minutes ,
since it's 11:21 p.m now .
Happy Advanced New Year !

Thank You 2012 , Welcome 2013 . ^_^

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