Once of a life time

Dear Diary ,

Assalamualaikum & Annyeonghaseyo .
From the month of August to the current month of November .
Time flies so fast .
I meant really fast that now ,I'm already studying for my last paper .
Ekonomi Asas .
I want to pour ,if possible , my heart out on today's post .

I'm currently typing at a cyber cafe while waiting for my mother to finish her work .
I also just got back from Axis , karaoke-ing with Omma , Myung , Lay , Putera , Along , Daya & Abang .
We sang like we never sang before .
The room practically boomed with loud music . 
We fought to choose songs but we ended up singing all of the songs chosen my anonymous .
Haha !
It was a bliss since it was my first time for this past 6 months .
We sang various of songs .
From Malay to English to Korean !
Omma , Lay ,Myung and I even danced to Infinite's Be Mine .
It was a blast !

Before that ,
we went to a special class for EA .
From 9-12 pm . 
There wasn't much pupil who came to that session .
But it did not stop us from learning and having fun all at the same time .

Next Monday ,
I would be facing my last paper for this horror examination .
I still couldn't believe that fact .
My heart suddenly aches for an unknown reason .
I suddenly felt afraid to finish high school .
Now I know what the seniors meant all along .
I felt afraid to go to a whole different world .
I suddenly wanted to stay as a high school student .
Where worries about life weren't the top priority .
Where we can relax our minds from burdens .
But ,
it would not be life if we just stayed at one level , right?
So, just keep moving forward and don't look back unless you want to rewind all the mistakes that you did .

As for my love life ,
old things are still the same .
But ,
something or someone new appear and swept my heart away .
I can't believe it myself either .
He swayed my heart oh-so-easily .
How could a guy do that to my heart ?
But ,
this guy ,too, aren't easy to get .
Its way to hard .
It breaks my heart knowing that I can't have him .

Life is not life without any obstacles along the way .
So , live your life to the fullest and knowing that someday this world will come to an end .
You only live once.

CHERISH IT .

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