Irritation

Dear Diary ,


Assalamualaikum & Annyeonghaseyo .
If  I post this today ,
It is not the real date of the entry .
Today is the 24th of December of the year 2013 which is also the 2nd day of my new job here at CAMART that my father works at .

The reason behind this entry is because I suddenly got irritated .
Why ?
Because of the treatment that was given to me as a newbie .
I know I am not in the position where I should be complaining or get irritated but I cannot help it .

Not long ago ,
One of the employee ask me to help her go to the bookstore to fax some papers .
I did it .
As I arrived at the bookstore which is a few stores away .
The scene after was the first that irritates me .
The owner of the bookstore did not smiled at all at me .
Well , I didn’t take it seriously and just did what I was suppose to do .
After that ,
As she gave me the papers back ,
I said thank you to her but she did not even make any eye contact with me .
Then , I left .

When I got back to the cctv’s store ,
I gave the employee the papers back .
I tried to make a conversation but she did not make any effort to reply it .
She replied half-heartedly which irritates me .
What I thought in my mind was ,
“This is why I don’t like hanging out with someone WAY older than me “.
As I sat down ,
I saw her again .
Probably going towards the bookstore again .
I thought that maybe the fax did not worked as I said it would .
Her face looks irritated .
I just felt then same .

I’m sorry if I made a mistake ,
I did not intend to do such thing .
But it is not my fault overall because I didn’t know a thing .
Maybe it is my fault for not asking first ..
Ugh!
I don’t know what to think now !


- Irritated -

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